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Okay, I'm just going to vent, yell, cry, whatever. So if you don't want to read it, don't. But here goes.

Everyone says that Friday the 13th is a bad day, and I never believed that until now. Sure, the dance was fun, Plattsburgh was having its prom, seemed perfect. I recieved a phone call Saturday afternoon at around 1:15 and my life has gone downhill from here. The most amazing person I have ever met, the most caring, thoughtful, supportive, and loving person I have ever met took his own life. It was so unbelieveably hard to type that, and I don't know where to go from here. My life is falling apart, I can't sleep or think or concentrate. I just want to be up there in Plattsburgh with the people who feel what I'm feeling, and just have their support because they have mine. Sean Patrick McCullough, I miss you. You were the nicest person from the day I met you, always offering your help and rides home. You just gave and never stopped giving. You put yourself before anyone else. This is harder than I could ever imagine it would be. Everyone loves you and misses you, and you are in our thoughts everyday. I wish I could be with your closest friends right now and help them, they need your strength. (TG, SL, AF, MM, KN ect.,) You guys have my support as well. You were amazing at every single thing you did. Just look at your accomplishments:

-Honors Program in the Carroll School of Management at Boston College,
-President of the Student Association at PHS
-Class officer
-Member of the National Honor Society
-Drama Club
-Student representative for the past four years on the School Improvement Planning Committee 
-Representative of PHS the past two years at the NYS Council on Leadership and Student   
  activities Leadership Conference.
-Captain of the track team and participant on the winning 4x400 relay team
-Chosen by his indoor track teammates as a recipient of the Black Letter Award
-Qualifier for States the past two years.
-Varsity Soccer (#7)
-Scholar Athlete each
-Top 5 percent of his class academically
-Commended Student recognition by the PSAT, NMQST.

You have accomplished more in your 17 years of life than I have ever dreamed to. You were an inspiration and a leader, not one person looked down on you. You are in my thoughts everyday, and I miss you with every day going by. I will always remember your crazy sunglasses, your incredible track skill,  and New Years '04-'05. You played a mean game of flip cup. Thank you for everything you ever did for me. You mean the world to us, and we will never forget you.

Sean Patrick McCullough
6/29/87-5/14/05
"You're in the arms of an angel, may you find some comfort there..."